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hmm. sian lah. sian arh. i m sOooOoo stressed! stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. stress. damn stress out lorh. I miss secondary sch life!! haish. everyone wus so much so happier then. well including me. hee. haish. i reali miss life then. now everydae lyke so depressed lidat. haish. i TRIED to b happie. but. duno why. juz cant b reali tt happie. itz lyke i hafta force myself to be happie lidat. arrgh!=(

hmm.. as MRS. BENNY request. haha.. kidding. itz my own idea. i wana continue to write my thanksgiving list. haha. =Pp

yupz. next iz BENNY..diz..oni raine can call.. haha.. normal pplz lyke me call.. dun haf the effect n the meaning liao mahx.. heez. hmm. this guy. i gt alot of tings to sae abt him. but truely, i duno wher to start. haha. Well, in an indirect wae, he taught me how to cherish life. By setting a real bad example in my opinion. hmm. this guy. born shy by nature. haha. hmm. raine stil rmb last yr VDAE mahx? very memorable bahx. haha. You two reali make a great couple lorh. haha. well. how to sae leh? we were great crapping buddies long time ago. haha. cld crap abt almost aneting under the sun. BUT then OF CUz, we werent as close as raine n him lah. haha. =Pp hmm. now. trying to get back to normal lorh. hmm. this guy oso showed me the bad effect of DIETING. wah liew. he is damn skinny lorh. still rmb mah matt? well. Benny will always b a gd gd fren to me always no matter wat. =)

hmm..next.. how can i forget this cute cute little guRl?? ceLest!!! haha.. this little chiobu is already 17 now. ahha..older than me wor. tsktsktsk. but behaviour wise..ermhmm..*coughs violently* mismatched?? haha. my close fren toO. we can go crazy together. tok cock tgr. haf bdae bashes on each other. haha. yarh. we are a crazy couple. =Pp hmm. oh yar. she noes alot of tings abt me. haha. thanks for lending a listening ear wheneva i reali feel stressed out. haha. thanks for helping me kip secrets. thanks thanks my dearest gal.=) oh yar. muz grow up yea? haha. canot always so crazy de. haha. well.. thanks for being my gd gd fren for the past two yrs. though we oni gt reali close during last yr. haha. =) take care ya? luv ya lotsa. =) *muackx* see ? i so gd to u.. haha..

hmm.. thatz all i can tink todae ler. very tired lah.. shall end it here for todae. hmm. duno why recently i kip wondering wat iz the meaning of living so aimlessly. I m juz lyke a zombie. All lost. =(